My lovelies (:

THESEEE TWOOOO <3

well, lets just say I cant live without them.

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Heart's Desire

"You cant always get what you want , But sometimes if you try, you might find that you get what you need. "

Loving someone never needed any reason.
Your heart warms up for the little things they say, plastering that smile on your face , filling you with content.
Yes, feelings change overtime but its worse when the person changes with it.
One second they're so clear about their feelings towards you, the next .. its all a blur.
Where did all that cheap talk go off  to now?
Fear love. It breaks you or it makes you.
But either way it never lasts for a lifetime.

Its funny how love's so unpredictable.
Fear your heart's desire , for it will only bring regrets or mistakes in the love you fought for.

" Moving on may not be necessarily easy but it’s an important part of regaining the ability to take a step forward from pain and begin living again."

The bigger picture

" We met , We talked , and it was epic, But the sun came up and reality set in. "

Its funny how love works. The overwhelming feeling you get around that person and the constant thoughts and dreams.
Have you ever begun to wonder if that was all just stupid things we did when we were kids in love ?
We've yet to know what love truly means .
Easy to throw around , Hard to take back .
As an individual I believe we all make stupid mistakes. But the most stupidest mistake is believing we know what love is.
The world is a huge place.
Dreams dont come true , We regret , We forgive , We forget , We cry , We laugh , We smile , We live , We die.
But what is it all for ? No one but YOURSELF.
If you think your in love/are in love/ feel like your going to be in love. Take this. You dont need love to survive in this big world.
Sure love from your friends and family, but you dont need to fall in love.
Your only beginning to live.
Believe it.

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Ive hardly written lately but nevetheless, thankyou readers and whoever's stumbled across my blog. I dont know if you enjoyed reading every post of mine but still lots of loveeesss <3

I'll try being more prompt in updating it.
Till next time viewers..
Ciao ;D

Last friday night

Worst.Night.Ever.

My drinking days are over. Word.
but I dont know what I would've done without my friend's there to help mee  (teeeegan & amaar <3)

I'd rather not post much on this topic , like to keep it closed and never look back at that day :)

Starting new

With school over for good now, IM STARTING UNIII IN A MOOOOOOONTH =D

excited doesnt sum up what I feel. Ive been looking forward to uni for a while nooow
Even though its not where I expected. I was supposed to go to UK but I guess i can deal with what I have now.
Ive learnt to appreciate what I get and Im sure something will work out later and I'll go, till then no hopes up high : )

I starting writing another book just recently, and ive been occupying myself by reading alot too. I dont know, the writing helps me vent my feelings and I enjoy doing it .. Until ofcourse I get sidetracked and run out of a proper plot to continue

which is exactly what happened to me last time and I gave up on that book eventually. But I wrote a complete cliche before, im trying to make this new book something better and based on me in a few parts.

This summer has been quite eventful even though its coming to an end.

Im not going to say I enjoyed every day of it, there were some not-so-great days where I just stayed in or my mood wasnt lifted but all in all I enjoyed this summer more than I did last summer atleast

In two weeks , my brother's departing to uni as well to UK.

I really am going to miss him, but life goes on.

18 years of being around him. cant blame me ?

He can be a jerk sometimes, but I know he always watches out for me nevertheless.

I know im going to feel it once he leaves, for now I still get annoyed by his presence. And im certainly not looking forward to that day in 2 weeks time.

Ofcourse he'll come back for holidays for a week or two but for the rest of the next 4 years he wont be around.

However annoying is , family always means the most and he's the only guy who wont EVER let me down , for that I love him very much.Word.

eid is sooooooooooon =D WHICH MEANS SWIMMING IN CAASHH. fhwidjksmdowmfks

till next time viewers..