Hurting.

I hate love, its a painful torture. Beautiful or not, it hurts. Day after day sticking by someone who only cares when they want too. Feeling so low because the little things they do hurt so much. The little things can have a big impact on a person's heart. 
How do you know when someone truly loves you? Truth is, you dont.
You have to hope they do , because you never truly understand what someone is feeling.
I dont want you to leave, people always leave.
I hope you wake up one day and it suddenly hits you , That there wasnt anyone who loved you as much as I loved you.
But I'm not bitter anymore because I know what we had was real. 

Whatever floats your boat

WAVE RUNNERS

                                              These 4-The people who made it possible to win <3

Go lankaa go !

I had the most amazing time at the grounds last friday :)
Although we dint achieve victory , it was definitely worth going there and cheering my ass of.
It was literally like a mini srilanka out there, when I was standing in the podium there with the rest of the crowd I was overwhelmed by the numerous supporters .
It was craaaaazy. Met new people, talked, laughed, danced the night away.
One of those good days.
Peace.

Long gone and moved on

When's the day you start again
And when the hell does you'll get over it begin
I'm looking hard in the mirror
But I don't fit my skin
It's too much to take 
It's too hard to break me
From the cell I'm in 

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on 
It's time to get a real

Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
Cause you're long gone 
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

So how'd you pick the pieces up yeah
I'm barely used to saying me instead of us
The elephant in the room keeps scaring off the guests
It gets under my skin to see you with him
And its not me that you're with

Oh from this moment on
I'm changing the way I feel yeah
From this moment on 
It's time to get a real
Cause I still don't know how to act
Don't know what to say
Still wear the scars like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
Cause you're long gone 
But I still don't know where to start, still finding my way
Still talk about you like it was yesterday
But you're long gone and moved on
But you're long gone, you moved on

No I can't keep thinking that you're coming back
No
Cause I got no business knowing where you're at
No
And its gonna be hard yeah
Cause I have to wanna heal yeah
And its gonna be hard yeah
The way I feel that I have to get real

Its a shame I cant make it for the script day after : (

Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true.
Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts.
Everyone gets these things confused with love.
But in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again.

Weak at heart.

I'll take you with all that you are.
With all your complications,
Your pain,
Your secrets,
Your past,
Your longings,
And dreams..

I will take you completely.
Without exemptions.